déjà vu

日期 May 14th, 2009 ˑ 收納櫃 Blah 生活雜 ˑ  7 則留言

已經好幾次了
但為什麼每次都沒有學到教訓呢
每次都這樣…

“為什麼你都不解釋”
其實我有好多話想說但往往都只能哽在胸口
因為我講不出來
連用打的也是寫了又刪刪了又寫
因為我不知道要怎麼表達
你才能了解我在想什麼

乾脆保持沉默還比較輕鬆
畢竟現在說這些有什麼用
沒差 已經累到不想去想了

自以為抗壓性還不錯 但現在真的是遜掉遜掉了
可惡 討厭容易被他人左右情緒的自己
以前毫不在乎還可以哈哈大笑說甘我屁事的樣子到那裏去了呢
可以放心說出自己喜歡什麼討厭什麼而不怕被批判的個性到那裏去了呢
怎麼…好像已經離我很遠很遠了…

嗯 我想這篇大概也是過沒多久後又會被刪掉吧
大家別擔心 只是心情煩躁的碎碎念而已
N某很快就會恢複正常啦！（是變回原形嗎 XD）
只是對有 subscribe 這個 blog 的人覺得很不好意思
連丟了這麼多天的垃圾 下次來寫個好笑一點的白癡文吧哈哈

Anyway lunch break is almost over…back to work
得趕快打起精神才行

7 則留言

  1. cindy wrote:
    May 14, 2009 at 3:20 PM

    be who you are. no need to write some funny articles to please anyone.
    we like you for the way you are, little N.

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  2. rufi wrote:
    May 14, 2009 at 7:32 PM

    i think you did a great job expressing yourself. =)
    and i hope in doing so, it makes you feel better. : )

    if not, come be an idiot with lu2lu3 XD

    p.s. how come i feel like i haven’t seen you for ages… : (

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  3. cuddlie wrote:
    May 14, 2009 at 7:43 PM

    i totally agree with cindy, little N!!!
    please don’t write to make other people happy.
    just make yourself happy!
    we love you just for the way you are!!!

    妳總是跟我說要適當的發洩和放鬆…
    and same to you!!! *bear hug*

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  4. Terry wrote:
    May 14, 2009 at 10:54 PM

    agree with Cindy too.
    it’s not your job to please anyone.
    you dont write for your blog subscribers. you write for yourself.

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  5. kwyc wrote:
    May 15, 2009 at 1:35 AM

    適當發洩 is good, 積在心中反而對身體不好 ><

    太累要說阿~~

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  6. 小 N wrote:
    May 17, 2009 at 6:45 PM

    thanks all!! =’] I’m ok now, 文字發洩真的有用~嘿嘿
    太愛你們啦

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  7. Lawrence wrote:
    May 20, 2009 at 11:17 PM

    不要刪呀不要刪呀～

    不過我站在和魯菲相反的立場….
    小n 妳太不會發洩情緒了，要改進～

    整天笑笑，是射手座的專利~ XD

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